my bloody fine life

hey. long time no see, huh? i guess this is what kept me from creating this blog... life tends to be too fast to catch up with. at least mine does. in a very determined way. anyhow.. i'm alive. and, in fact, i'm just fine.
for a short insight, this is my life: early mornings. both before going to sleep and after waking up. grey, rainy days spent in academy and at work. i now already got the third of them... the work. trying out what it's like to be an office-soldier. that includes doing and building the same "impossible" things, keep on living on up-coming deadlines, having all the managerial stuff to do, but i now also have to be good to my colleagues and see them almost every day. and i've once again gone over the top with the responsibilities i'm taking. this is not my right place, i'm quite sure. but i'll have to stick to this for a while. good experience. and life will show further.
i even manage to be a part-time housewife once in a while. decisions, changes and responsibilities again. if it's true that we choose the families we're born in, already back then i must have been quite adventurous. indeed.
people are my this-years discovery. friends, even better friends, family, random people and everything happening in between. and then there's this thing i might call a kind of "wireless friendship", that has now become enormously important to me. the best thing about it.. it works!
luckily i haven't lost my grasp that goes far beyond the everyday chores and all that usual stuff. i still feel like having a task to complete here. before getting off again. destination life.
it's nice to see the change i've undergone. 'cos i really feel the difference. and it makes me sure i'm moving on with my life. a good thing to know. some people notice it, others don't. maybe because i've now got closer to how i once wanted to be. the direction doesn't change. i just can see further and higher. a good thing to see.