so i've got these days and nights... saturated life. the being-happy feeling. the

*lightness.

instincts are misleading
you shouldn't think what you're feeling
they don't tell you want what you know you should want

i could quote some hundred more songs. but that would most probably end up at.. *right now you make no sense to me. [kh-kh] well. anyways. it's a great thing. to be so. and be happy with being so. not because of something extraordinary happening. because of being. reminds me of *the unbearable lightness of being. great book, loved it. for now i'll stick to happiness of being. full stop.

ps. i've got good music round here
pps. today i read the last page of *the war of art. closed it. turned it round. re-opened. i'll read it till i know it by heart. a bigwig, that pressfield. (and mad., this is one of the big things you've done in my life. )
ppps. today the prime minister resigned. means the government's gone. such a gone case, all this mess.
pppps. i've got keen on asterisks [grin]

*lightness by death cab for cutie
*sorry or please by kings of convenience
*the unbearable lightness of being by milan kundera
*the war of art by steven pressfield