the veggie* experience

one of my first "out of the frame" thoughts after the ambulance thing was that on the overall-white-of-the-hospital my skin looked tanned, sunny and vivid. i certainly did not belong there. well, no one does.
however, feeling somewhat sunny made all the lousy state a bit brighter. i don't remember being that much in the sun last summer ('cos i was not) but when i think of it, i've been dragging the feeling of sun with me ever since spring 2008 when i came back home to amiens being burnt in the northern sun at the north sea. being sunny for a whole 1,5 year is indeed something to celebrate!
/sorry, odd insert. this happens when you spend too much time with yourself being a veggie :p /

the fun part is, that my veggie experience continues also at home.
one terrific moment of this new existence that i would like to mention happened a short while ago. making the yet-another mug of tea i glanced at the clock. some minutes before 11pm.
(right liig, big thing, glancing at the clock, aigh? :p )
decisive point is that i didn't think of anything else. no "omg, it's so late already!?" or "f***, still so much to do!", or "nice, 7 more hours till i have to get up", not even "should i have gone to that thing tonight...?". nothing. can you imagine? NOTHING. just "before eleven." blaaaast! so this is, how you live! :D
i really think i'll get used to this. the other kind of life.

for now, it's the veggie period.
some more time with the fabulous myself doing nothing.
i might start to like this girl :p
at least i know for sure that i've never used so many dumb smileys at any of the entries here (:

have a fabulous night and party out for those who have to stay at home!
cheers

* no, i have not become a vegetarian. here veggie is used to designate the state of being a vegetable (most likely a potato) meaning ~ just lying there, not doing anything and not being able to do anything. (and yes, i am forced to be and do so. by my own and dear health)