sharing

I should long be moving all my stuff out of the room. June has come, what an incredible pace of living.
I rejoice in meeting friends and regret that I don't really share much.. about what's going on or what's bothering me or what's on my mind. that's a bad habit, just like not hanging out often enough.

it's funny, human and sad that people often put off the important things. like.. all those things that you don't normally talk about just cos.. you don't. cos it's not common and.. kind of lame. and it actually brings up your own fears and deepest beliefs and those parts of you that are complex. who would want to showcase that. besides, it risks to point out your difference from others, from your close ones, from the common sense. ahh, why tackle or even think about it..

I'll share something with you. while I still can.
I do think it's a good "explanation"



live as you're wired to live.
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when I was around 15 i heard this song and thought it was.. grand. that something like that must be grand.
/ yea, yea, it's all about the l word (and more), don't pretend you're not concerned, it's human nature /
I do know now.. it is grand. and it's all worth it.
(sorry, german required to get the real taste. and don't laugh, that guy xavier has done big things for me growing up)