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in these modern times being genuinely confused doesn't actually happen too often

but there are those very random (what!?) things that take you by surprise
so you've been living your life knowing that there are gray areas around or let's call it stuff that you don't really want to know about. for example your parent's conjugal infidelities. and then comes a very random day when someone wants to "friend" you on a web space with the text "hi stepsister!" well, what do you do with that? till now I actually preferred thinking that there's at least more than a few months difference between our birth dates (which, as it turns out, is not the case). I preferred an empty sound to seeing his name written down and, yea, not knowing how he looks like. but hey. ain't it better to know who else is wearing your super rare surname? it is. good. we'll see.
that's nothing new after all. it's just different when.. gray areas pop right into your face. in human form.

/ when I finally get my first day off here (in a week) I'll bring on some NYC and American summer related stuff, I will /