karma

"the universe has heard us and it will answer" *

the tune of Coldplay's "Christmas Lights" and other Christmasy music keeps on drilling.
(1) maybe that's because it's so irrelevant. last night's snowstorm has once more increased the amounts of white, cold and fluffy. pure, joyful and cozy Christmas time has gone by with lightness and Light. i'm all set, got a plan and hold no resentment. love is in the air, a love for life and living.

(2) maybe that's because i haven't noticed any teasing songs/annoyance/merchandise stuff. was too taken by other things the last month(s). maybe it's the old rule of not really expecting anything thus making the best things happen.  

When you're still waiting for the snow to fall
Doesn't really feel like Christmas at all

guess what, maybe for you it's June at that point. or October. maybe it's a good idea not to wait for something that hard. who said we should all work on the same internal schedule? why are we expected to be in tune with everything around, if we have our own melodies, strumming patterns and ways to be.. right there, in the given moment and all that comes with it. choose what feels best for you and you'll understand other people's choices better.

(3) maybe that's because it's all very simple, like a piano melody. and then.. it's all what you make of it. besides, when you're in your twenties.. "Now is your time. Become, believe, try. (..) Don’t get stuck in the past, and don’t try to fast-forward yourself into a future you haven’t yet earned. Give today all the love and intensity and courage you can..." ** do fool around with the build-yourself-up construction game every now and then. this is an amazing time.

(4) maybe "why" isn't all that important. leave some space for magic. it's there.

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happy New Years 

* quoting a friend & great man, Mr.Gleeson Job
** Taken from Bittersweet by Shauna Niequist via mad.