ahhh, whatever...
so i'm trying to pretend that i'm working on the study stuff, all so busy with living and not at all addicted to scribbling around. yea, sure.

damn it. i co-made tiramisu yesterday at a fabulous yet thorough-life-sorrow/why-can-none-of-us-get-it-right-? family gathering, baked a pancake mountain for them today but still can't cook up a page of the stuff i really should be doing.
made a hyper-time-consuming way back home (at least sunny and warm!) due to risky bike brake condition. public transport in suburbs of Riga show-casts a museum of humanity. grannies, oldies and a few smelly people, putting it straight. as my home-route to he other side of the city leads to the airport, i also get few shiny tourists and good-looking young ladies. this is all such an interesting place. well, most of the places are.

so people struggle. i do, too. however, the part of the struggle concerning a simple reading-thinking-writing task makes me pathetic. and caught-up in my silly mind. looking forward to June and working with real people, living with more people, being with people and.. being somewhere and not in between.

peace out
brain on

for your amusement: a tribute to/from amnesty international meeting from the week before.
we are indeed very serious and intelligent people. of course, you have to watch it till the end.