the humpty-dumpty work song

breaking news. it's may.
right!? pretty freaky thing.

it's update time. though i keep saying there's no time. no time for anything.
i'm trying. trying to organize this playground, the mighty chaos of mine. it's much like fighting with a spoiled and cranky kid. ever had that scene of how your mom never got why your teenage "order" had to be so order-less? i now feel like both the mom and the i-know-it-all teenager, as a surplus having the knowledge of knowing that neither of them is right. great success.

when i was a kid, or probably a teenager, and was thinking about what i wanted to be when i grow up, i clearly remember having psychology in mind. a smart kid as i was, i had enough of sanity to know that the combination of me (yea, picture that) + psych would simply go very wrong. i sure have got enough of voices in my head. [don't you worry, i'm sound and healthy, just holding in too much unspent creativity & imagination or something]

so here i am, after going through chosen directions of science and culture, building up content for defending all the social psychology, identity and group relations stuff that happens to be a huge part of that study thing i'm writing. this far we've come. there's something charming, though, about the way we can't escape ourselves. like a mild (and often irritating) reminder of how we don't really decide it all. and, if you're certain that you have a real good command of yourself, please let me know and i'll come watch the wonder of you for a while. gosh, is being human fun! oh and.. thank sanity that i never went for psych.

meanwhile, if i ever get to writing quality stuff in whatever form, i'll have to do an 'ode to friends'.
such an amazing bunch of individuals. you strike me with awe. so very unique and diverse and.. human.
and all the things you do and domains you work in and experiences and ideas you have..
you're more than i'll ever be able to say. should still try to, though.

so, bunnies, i leave you with this stunning beauty of my favorite model and wonderful ex-study-mate Alex whom i still hope to meet in Puerto Rico one day. a delight to the eye. cheers & see/write you in a while.

Alexandra Algaze wearing Magalis Garcia